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Well it has been almost a year since my last post on here!!! Since then i have had a daughter and gotten married, not in that order lol! ANYWAY if i thought that life was hard with only one child BOY was i wrong! Really its not that bad but it can be really exausting and frustrating sometimes! Everyday is its own marathon! However NOTHING is as bad as this last month as been! I am getting extremely pissed off with drs in our area! My son has had a cough/cold for the last month! They run NO test on him at the drs they just give him more antibiotics and send him home. They ignore me everytime i tell them what has been going on and how long it has been going on! I have watched it get a little better and then it gets worse again and it is just back and forth all the time. i have absolutly no idea what this could be. The last time he was at the drs she told us he had the start of Asthma and that he had to do breathing treatment for a couple weeks to see if that helps... well everything was getting better (go figure) and poof it got worse all of a sudden, he is back to coughing non stop and he is up all night coughing. Take this afternoon for instance, he came home from school (bc we were told that if his temp was not at least 100.8 we are to send him to school) and i gave him a breathing treatment and then some cough and cold meds, they did nothing he spent his entire nap coughing his brains out! And last night after getting a treatment and some tylenol he spent over 2 hours coughing upstairs, i honestly thought he was going to throw up he was coughing so hard!!! And then to top everything off my 8 month old daughter has begun to crawl around ( more or less she pulls herself around with her arms and just kinda pushes with her feet if need be) well my grandmother came to visit me and she is now on oxygen so she set that on the floor next to the chair she was sitting in. Anyway the baby crawls right over there and starts to play with it, so i moved her away from it and tried to put things in her way so she couldnt get there! MY bad this child has 4 wheel drive bc the next thing i know she has pulled this tank down right on her head. I get so worried bc she is only 8 months old and she has a massive knot and a bruise on her head right in between her temple and her soft spot so i take her to the ER to get it checked out just to be safe! The dr comes in and makes me feel like a dumbass bc he tells me she seems fine and that only like 1 in 10 children under 2 actually have anything wrong with them after things like this, but that if she starts to vomit or if i have problems waking her up then we should bring her back in for a Cat scan. The papers that they sent us home with are so fucked up!! They inform us as to what we should look for when dealing with head injuries but they are for people who can actually speak back to you or can tell you if something is bothering them! I'm sorry does your 8 month old child able to tell YOU what day it is?? I dont think so!!! I am sure that they could have helped me a little more but they didnt! All i can think is how in the hell am i suppose to know if she is really ok or just acting ok bc she cant tell me what is going on bc none of those things apply to her and not all people are going to throw up and on top of all of that she is an INFANT and anyone with an infant can tell you sometimes they sleep through everything and sometimes the tiniest sounds wake them! So how the hell am i supposed to know if my child is suffering something massive without going back in there and being a complete bitch to these people bc at her age they should have done the damn Cat scan to begin with and been done with it!

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I also got married since i was on here last and i guess i could tell you about that but really it is no different then how it was before some pastor signed our marriage liscence!!! lol. I love my husband dearly but when my son comes to our house for the week all of sudden he becomes a huge DICK!!! YES he works YES he is on 2nd shift YES he takes my son to school in the morning bc i dont drive BUT damn its like if he has to take him to school all of sudden he can no longer do anything else at all!!! He goes to bed falls asleep pretty quickly and then gets up about 4-5 hours later to take my son to school (2-3 blocks away) and comes back home to go back to sleep untill 2pm or so!!! I have slept liek shit for weeks i can go all day with both kids on maybe 4 hours tops sometimes.... sometimes i havent slept at all! I just want him to get his head out of his ass and help out more even though he feels as though he is apparently doing enough!!! we have had this talk so many times and he just brushes it off and does what he wants to! do you think that would change if i just punched him in the face everytime i had to do everything!!! lol... I may try that as an experiment and post about it later lol.. Yet to be seen